So this morning about 1am it came to me…Google.  When in doubt, Google it.  I am referring to my solution to keeping this blog.  I really hadn’t thought about it much or I would have already found this solution.  BUT there is so much I still want to share and document in blog form to keep for memories that I searched Google in the wee hours of this morning.  The answer: I can password protect my blog.  This means I will probably be the only one to read it because legit, who wants to ask someone for their blog password?  If asked, I will share.  I have a word document full of life notes and a composition notebook with the same.  But this blog was meant for the boys long before Doug was taken from us and I want to continue it for them.  Sure life is completely flipped now, but I want them to have something to look back on.  I am continuing to write a book, but whether that book will see the light of day or not is the question.  It may, in the end, be my therapy of sorts and something I will put away for the boys eyes only.  In the next few days I will finish the process of adding a password to twicethekisses.com, once life slows down and I can take those steps.  I guess this is kind of like a goodbye post for my blog to the general public.  Those who may have any interest in our lives.  Not that we are that interesting.